Hi. I'm Sherri...49 years old and am O negative blood type. I have felt weird my entire life and have always felt out of sync with everyone else. I sometimes even loathe being a human being if that makes sense. Some of the senseless cruelties that man has committed make me nauseous and then some. I don't have any friends really. I am married, though. I have two boys and both are A+. It is odd that both of my parents were: A+ and AB+. Not sure how they had me...lol. It seems as though my conversation is all over the place, but I guess I just wanted to say hi and it is nice to find a place with other similar people.
Do any of you feel alone in the world? Or like the world is against you? Or do you feel like you have some grand purpose but have no earthly idea as to what that purpose is? Do any of you feel just different from others. I sometimes feel like my life was supposed to take a different turn and go through a different set of events than it has, like I shouldn't be where I am for some reason.....I know that one may not make sense to some of you, but it is kind of how I feel.
I have brown eyes that change from dark brown to light brown to almost green sometimes. I took my IQ online a few years ago and I scored a 137 once and a 139 another time, but I do not feel like I have any smarts at all sometimes..lol. I a very clumsy and trip over my words a lot as well as my feet. I do have very psychic inclinations and when I was a child my dreams tended to predict major events. In my early 20's I recognized that I was an "empath" (I think that is what it is called) where I picked up everyone else's emotions around me like I was some kind of sponge and they were like emotional vampires. I eventually learned that by taking antidepressant medications....it stopped this. I have to take two different kinds.
By doing that, although my dreams remain vivid and colorful and even very frightening sometimes, I have lost that ability to see events ahead of time...which was fine by me, because people never believed me when I was a kid or thought I was very weird. I eventually hid it away from everyone when I was a kid and would never mention it but would quietly pray that it would go away. I hated it. Earthquakes, floods, and other disasters I would dream about and that I would hear about in the news the next day or two away. I could even hear voices as I was falling asleep and what sounded like glorious music sometimes or other times news broadcasts. It was really really weird. I don't ever experience that anymore and I don't want to again.
I am still extremely interested in the paranormal and I have always been. I try to seek out as much information as I can. The rh negative factor phenomena is curious to me as to the origin of it. As far as the emotional ties to it, that may or may not be in our heads....lol.
I love people but am very guarded....hence why I have no very close friends. I can trust myself just fine. It doesn't mean that I don't like to be friends with others, just that I haven't found many that I click with. I guess I have said enough...will check back here to catch up on anything new :)
Peace and love to you all!